Greetings,
I don't usually do this, but I figured that I might anyway. This will be a kind of "year in review" but with a bit of a difference. While we need to look at things that have happened, it is also important to look forward to things that are coming, both to prepare for them and to hope for them. One thing that I will say, just sitting here, except for a couple of highlights, here and there 2017 is a bit of a blur now.
Well, 2017 had its upside and sure had its downside. The result being that it turned into a bit of a year with memories which I will keep and some things which I could get rid of, or reverse.
January started as it always does, hot. It also had all of the first month of the year poking and prodding by specialists, just to make sure that everything was going according to plan. There were also a couple of small swordplay things in there as well, just to cap the month off.
February was pretty dull, somewhere either in January or February my neck issue had also risen its ugly head, again. CT done to see if anything could be done, physiotherapy chosen instead. C5 - C7 is a mess and presses on the nerve giving me headaches and pain, real lots of fun when combined with the fibromyalgia (FM), but this is a recurring problem not something I can blame 2017 for.
Good things that happened over the early months, diagnosis of Central Sleep Apnoea (CSA) and a new machine meaning I am now getting real quality sleep, a real bonus. I can tell the difference without it, like a lot. Of course I had to pay for the mask myself which took a couple of months and a couple of hundred dollars.
Oh, yeah forgot, during the storms earlier in the year we got storm damage. It then has took about eight months to get the roof repaired, and the actual damaged part of the front of the house still has not been repaired yet as I am waiting to hear from the builder. Overall, thank goodness for insurance on the house.
The year wore on and I was given a diagnosis of plantar fasciitis, which explained the reason why my feet were getting so sore when I was standing on them for any length of time. Just another one to add to my list.
Went to Great Northern War (national SCA event), which was wet, very much so. Still had quite a bit of fun teaching fencing and also fencing. Won the Powerful Owl Rapier Tournament, which I was quite happy with considering the weather was doing my joints no favours whatsoever. It was also nice to see others fencing so well.
The calendar seems to be dotted with appointments during the colder months which I was not able to make, which was unfortunate, but this is kind of expected. There are also quite a few more doctor's appointments scheduled during this period as well.
Went to Fencing Fest as a paying customer for the first time, which was nice. Still did a class on cutting with milk bottles filled with water which was quite popular again. I will be running the event again next year. In August I also managed to get to fence a friend who I have been waiting to fence for 21 years, Nic Harrison, and it was everything that I had been waiting for.
September was its usual busy self. St Florian Baronial (local SCA tournament) and Swordplay 2017 (national HEMA event) resulted in me being in a wheelchair for the last day of Swordplay having pretty much run myself into the ground, this is called causing a fibro-flare because you worked it too hard. This resulted in me being off my feet for about a week. Due to a repetitive theme of this "week's recovery" every year, I have relinquished my role as Chief Safety Marshal for 2018.
In early October I was invited to join the Order of Defence (the highest level in the SCA possible for fencing), which I accepted. The elevation took place at the Burnfield 15th Birthday Bash, and the event contains memories which I will hold dear. This was a big thing for me. Also this year I sent of the manuscript of my first book to the publisher to be published, so hopefully that will be out this year.
Just when everything looked like it was going rather well, my cousin passed away on 17th December, she died saving her nephews, which is something which I will take with me, always a hero. Just to make it a real kick in the teeth it was the 10th anniversary of my mothers death on the 16th December, so the end of December looked pretty bleak for me and I found it quite hard to get into the whole "Christmas spirit". Casey and I did the easy thing and stayed home and let people visit us.
New Year's Eve was spent playing board games and card games with a few friends. The new year was rung in with relative quiet celebration.
The most important thing to remember is that 2017 is gone, 2018 is here and it is this year that you have to deal with. Yes, there is some fall-out which will brush over from one to the next, but you must move on and move on with a positive spirit. I have heard too many people say "Well, it can't be any worse than last year." Well, actually it can. You should do your damned hardest to make sure it isn't. You have to do your bit too.
Cheers,
Henry.
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Monday, January 1, 2018
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
The End... or at Least of this Chapter
Greetings,
Finally some good news. In continuing with my past two posts I can happily report that I have broken the cycle. I was actually tired when I went to bed and not arguing about going to sleep, well not any more than usual anyway. So it seems that I have found the key or keys...
1. Weather: The old nemesis raises its ugly head again. I suspect that part of my issue sleeping over the past little while has been due to the weather and it causing my joints to play up. Thus pain, thus difficulty in sleeping.
2. Exercise: Went for a walk yesterday evening and I think it tired my body out enough that I could sleep. So it would seem that there is a necessity for tiredness of brain and body for my sleep to happen.
Well, one of these I can do something about and do on a regular basis. The weather, well that is not something that I really can do something about, but at least I will get some fore-warning. Weather being crappy = me feeling crappy. I am glad that I at least have some answers even if I do not have them all.
Cheers,
Henry.
Finally some good news. In continuing with my past two posts I can happily report that I have broken the cycle. I was actually tired when I went to bed and not arguing about going to sleep, well not any more than usual anyway. So it seems that I have found the key or keys...
1. Weather: The old nemesis raises its ugly head again. I suspect that part of my issue sleeping over the past little while has been due to the weather and it causing my joints to play up. Thus pain, thus difficulty in sleeping.
2. Exercise: Went for a walk yesterday evening and I think it tired my body out enough that I could sleep. So it would seem that there is a necessity for tiredness of brain and body for my sleep to happen.
Well, one of these I can do something about and do on a regular basis. The weather, well that is not something that I really can do something about, but at least I will get some fore-warning. Weather being crappy = me feeling crappy. I am glad that I at least have some answers even if I do not have them all.
Cheers,
Henry.
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
The Continuing Saga...
Greetings,
About this time last night or whatever it was I wrote about my sleeping issue. Well, looks like it is continuing, much to my disgust. I mentioned I may be back with regard to this one, and here I am. So here's another ramble...
So, I relented last night and took the medication to induce me to go to sleep. That was about 3:20am or thereabouts. I figured a late to bed and early get up would fix things. Not the case unfortunately as I am here again. Why did I relent you ask? In a word, pain. My head started to throb and various bits and pieces of my body were on their way to locking up, so staying up was not a good idea. Unfortunately I think I am headed for the same last night.
Let me say "Thanks" to those who took some time to have a chat with me on FB last night. It was greatly appreciated. Nice to have a chat and fill in some hours while I figured out what I should do. I have almost no doubt that the same will happen tonight. At least I have nailed one of the reasons and it is pain. Weather-related pain. The wet weather and the cold are most definitely getting to me again. Not happy about that. Expected it, but still not happy.
Of course due to the crappy weather I was unable to go to training tonight also. So the exercise thing went out the window so the joints have been sedentary. I hope that Wednesday clears up enough for me to go to training that night. I really think that the two doses of exercise that I get at training really do help. I think it is partially due to the enjoyment, partially due to the increased heart-rate, and partially due to the inner-warmth generated due to the exercise. Whatever the cause/effect, it works and I need training at least twice a week for this to work. For those who are new to the blog, that would be fencing training.
Best idea I ever had with regard to my FM was taking up fencing some 20 years ago. I have not looked back. It provides me with motivation, exercise and more importantly something to focus my mind on. Sure I play some console games as well and that helps, but the holistic approach to the study of fencing, studying and doing it, fulfills both the mind and the body. There is so much to learn and that is awesome. I am not saying that it is the magic key, but I think it really helps. What helps is that I have had multiple medical practitioners agree with this assessment. If you can, maybe you should give it a go.
Anyway, the brain has pretty much run out of things to write at the moment. I will probably follow the same procedure as last night, go on FB and have a chat until the body says "No more" again. I know it is not a solution, but heck, it seems to be the thing to do at the moment.
Cheers,
Henry.
About this time last night or whatever it was I wrote about my sleeping issue. Well, looks like it is continuing, much to my disgust. I mentioned I may be back with regard to this one, and here I am. So here's another ramble...
So, I relented last night and took the medication to induce me to go to sleep. That was about 3:20am or thereabouts. I figured a late to bed and early get up would fix things. Not the case unfortunately as I am here again. Why did I relent you ask? In a word, pain. My head started to throb and various bits and pieces of my body were on their way to locking up, so staying up was not a good idea. Unfortunately I think I am headed for the same last night.
Let me say "Thanks" to those who took some time to have a chat with me on FB last night. It was greatly appreciated. Nice to have a chat and fill in some hours while I figured out what I should do. I have almost no doubt that the same will happen tonight. At least I have nailed one of the reasons and it is pain. Weather-related pain. The wet weather and the cold are most definitely getting to me again. Not happy about that. Expected it, but still not happy.
Of course due to the crappy weather I was unable to go to training tonight also. So the exercise thing went out the window so the joints have been sedentary. I hope that Wednesday clears up enough for me to go to training that night. I really think that the two doses of exercise that I get at training really do help. I think it is partially due to the enjoyment, partially due to the increased heart-rate, and partially due to the inner-warmth generated due to the exercise. Whatever the cause/effect, it works and I need training at least twice a week for this to work. For those who are new to the blog, that would be fencing training.
Best idea I ever had with regard to my FM was taking up fencing some 20 years ago. I have not looked back. It provides me with motivation, exercise and more importantly something to focus my mind on. Sure I play some console games as well and that helps, but the holistic approach to the study of fencing, studying and doing it, fulfills both the mind and the body. There is so much to learn and that is awesome. I am not saying that it is the magic key, but I think it really helps. What helps is that I have had multiple medical practitioners agree with this assessment. If you can, maybe you should give it a go.
Anyway, the brain has pretty much run out of things to write at the moment. I will probably follow the same procedure as last night, go on FB and have a chat until the body says "No more" again. I know it is not a solution, but heck, it seems to be the thing to do at the moment.
Cheers,
Henry.
Monday, July 1, 2013
Sleep time... What?
Greetings,
Well, I figured I should get around to writing this one sooner rather than later before it passed my mind. It is on that immortal subject of sleep. Unlike my usual posts which are usually organised by thought and so forth this one will not. I also do not guarantee that it is not going to be a lot of rambling.
Anyhow....
For the most part and "usually", if there is such a thing, I get tired, I take my evening medication and I go to bed. Unfortunately this is not always the case. I would like to cite the last couple of days as a prime example. I have been getting up at my usual time, doing what I do in a day. Then it comes to midnight, my average and usual bedtime, and I am not tired. On a usual day I am usually trying to stay awake, past couple of days it has been quite a bit of the opposite.
I, as a rule, do not like having to take medication in order to get to sleep. I did this for a while and my I got a little dependent on them. As I said, usually I get tired, I take my medication and I go to bed. More recently it has been take medication to make me tired and then go to bed, which is not the way that I like it to work. Now I do apologise to any of my readers who are familiar with the concept of insomnia, especially where it is associated with fibromyalgia. For me this is not a general thing that happens.
Only times when I have trouble getting to sleep is: when I have slept during the day, for an extended period of time; got something in my subconscious that is bugging me; I am particularly concerned about something in my life; had too much caffeine (yeah right, ask anyone who knows me well about this one); or the weather is so bad that I am in pain enough that I cannot sleep without pain-killers, another one of my pet-hates. Sure the weather has been really crappy of late and I have been in a bit of pain, but no more than my "usual".
So, here am I sitting, for the first time actually writing on the subject which is actually going wrong for me currently. My usual is to leave it until I can compose my thoughts properly and then write it "properly". Cold weather usually cramps my hands and causes me issues, did so this morning, it was actually my first symptom of FM that I got. Of course my original doctor put it off to "growing pains" or "being too tall and thin" or some other "easily-explainable" or "untreatable, besides by anti-inflammatories" reason. Anyway back on subject-ish. One of the reasons for removing the "regularity" from this blog was for a better insight into what is going on "now" for me. Well, just for a change it is happening.
My issue at hand is that I should be tired enough that I want to take my medications and go to bed. But I am not so I am not going to. This time, I think I am actually going to stay awake and see just how long it will actually take me to feel like sleeping. I would not be surprised if I end up doing some research or end up on Facebook. I am sure that there must be someone awake in the world wanting a chat.
Anyway, I do not know if I will update this blog and keep you all filled in on this. I will make no guarantees on that one. So I will see how things go. You never know you may get another out of me quite soon. Or at least sooner than I would usually.
Cheers,
Henry.
Well, I figured I should get around to writing this one sooner rather than later before it passed my mind. It is on that immortal subject of sleep. Unlike my usual posts which are usually organised by thought and so forth this one will not. I also do not guarantee that it is not going to be a lot of rambling.
Anyhow....
For the most part and "usually", if there is such a thing, I get tired, I take my evening medication and I go to bed. Unfortunately this is not always the case. I would like to cite the last couple of days as a prime example. I have been getting up at my usual time, doing what I do in a day. Then it comes to midnight, my average and usual bedtime, and I am not tired. On a usual day I am usually trying to stay awake, past couple of days it has been quite a bit of the opposite.
I, as a rule, do not like having to take medication in order to get to sleep. I did this for a while and my I got a little dependent on them. As I said, usually I get tired, I take my medication and I go to bed. More recently it has been take medication to make me tired and then go to bed, which is not the way that I like it to work. Now I do apologise to any of my readers who are familiar with the concept of insomnia, especially where it is associated with fibromyalgia. For me this is not a general thing that happens.
Only times when I have trouble getting to sleep is: when I have slept during the day, for an extended period of time; got something in my subconscious that is bugging me; I am particularly concerned about something in my life; had too much caffeine (yeah right, ask anyone who knows me well about this one); or the weather is so bad that I am in pain enough that I cannot sleep without pain-killers, another one of my pet-hates. Sure the weather has been really crappy of late and I have been in a bit of pain, but no more than my "usual".
So, here am I sitting, for the first time actually writing on the subject which is actually going wrong for me currently. My usual is to leave it until I can compose my thoughts properly and then write it "properly". Cold weather usually cramps my hands and causes me issues, did so this morning, it was actually my first symptom of FM that I got. Of course my original doctor put it off to "growing pains" or "being too tall and thin" or some other "easily-explainable" or "untreatable, besides by anti-inflammatories" reason. Anyway back on subject-ish. One of the reasons for removing the "regularity" from this blog was for a better insight into what is going on "now" for me. Well, just for a change it is happening.
My issue at hand is that I should be tired enough that I want to take my medications and go to bed. But I am not so I am not going to. This time, I think I am actually going to stay awake and see just how long it will actually take me to feel like sleeping. I would not be surprised if I end up doing some research or end up on Facebook. I am sure that there must be someone awake in the world wanting a chat.
Anyway, I do not know if I will update this blog and keep you all filled in on this. I will make no guarantees on that one. So I will see how things go. You never know you may get another out of me quite soon. Or at least sooner than I would usually.
Cheers,
Henry.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
21/11/2009 - Sleep Issue - What's a Pattern?
Greetings,
Well, this is the first one "off the bat" so to speak. I am sitting here, it is hot, it is about 12:40am, and I am expecting to be up for another couple of hours yet. Being up a stupid hours of the night is not unusual for me, it is just damned annoying. I have mentioned sleep issues, with regard to not getting quality sleep, one issue I didn't mention was getting to sleep in the first place.
If I do not ensure that I am dog-tired when I go to bed there is the good chance that I will be laying there staring at the ceiling for hours until I finally fall asleep. This is especially the case when I have things on my mind, or just haven't done enough for the day. Some would say that I need to be on sleeping pills, and they would be right except for the fact that they would have a reaction with one of my painkillers. So I skip the sleeping pills and stick with the painkillers.
I am sitting here just writing off the top of my head so this is probably not making as much sense as my usual blogs do. I am expecting that I will be up until about 3 am or thereabouts before my body finally decides that I can be allowed to go to bed. This can be frustrating at times, but the most annoying is when I am supposed to be getting up early for an appointment of some kind. I have tried re-organising my sleep pattern so that I got to bed at a reasonable hour and get up in the morning alright. This usually lasts for about a week, if I am lucky.
I suppose I could go and write some more of the other stuff that I have to do, that would kill some time, right? Sorry, not letting you do that we are going to start being a pain and causing your hands to cramp up again. I know I will read a book, get some of that done. Sorry, wrong again, not going to let you concentrate that much. So I suppose I will be spending the next couple of hours either surfing the 'net or vegging out in front of a movie or two.
Anyway, as I have just said my hands are really beginning to pack up on me so I am going to have to get off here quick smart. At least using the touch-pad on the laptop uses smaller motions and I can rest one hand. Hopefully my next one will have some better things to say for all my readers.
Cheers,
Henry
Well, this is the first one "off the bat" so to speak. I am sitting here, it is hot, it is about 12:40am, and I am expecting to be up for another couple of hours yet. Being up a stupid hours of the night is not unusual for me, it is just damned annoying. I have mentioned sleep issues, with regard to not getting quality sleep, one issue I didn't mention was getting to sleep in the first place.
If I do not ensure that I am dog-tired when I go to bed there is the good chance that I will be laying there staring at the ceiling for hours until I finally fall asleep. This is especially the case when I have things on my mind, or just haven't done enough for the day. Some would say that I need to be on sleeping pills, and they would be right except for the fact that they would have a reaction with one of my painkillers. So I skip the sleeping pills and stick with the painkillers.
I am sitting here just writing off the top of my head so this is probably not making as much sense as my usual blogs do. I am expecting that I will be up until about 3 am or thereabouts before my body finally decides that I can be allowed to go to bed. This can be frustrating at times, but the most annoying is when I am supposed to be getting up early for an appointment of some kind. I have tried re-organising my sleep pattern so that I got to bed at a reasonable hour and get up in the morning alright. This usually lasts for about a week, if I am lucky.
I suppose I could go and write some more of the other stuff that I have to do, that would kill some time, right? Sorry, not letting you do that we are going to start being a pain and causing your hands to cramp up again. I know I will read a book, get some of that done. Sorry, wrong again, not going to let you concentrate that much. So I suppose I will be spending the next couple of hours either surfing the 'net or vegging out in front of a movie or two.
Anyway, as I have just said my hands are really beginning to pack up on me so I am going to have to get off here quick smart. At least using the touch-pad on the laptop uses smaller motions and I can rest one hand. Hopefully my next one will have some better things to say for all my readers.
Cheers,
Henry
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