Saturday, January 21, 2012

Time for Another Update

Greetings,

I figured that it was time for another update for those who are interested on how I am going. This is actually the update that I did not want to write, hence it is about one or two months out of date really. The reasons for this will become clear a little later on. Anyway, this should fill in some of the detail about what has been happening over the past little while.

Ok, first we will deal with the hard stuff. This is the bit I do not like talking about, but I figure if I get it out there and explain what is happening I will be more comfortable with it all. That is the theory, if things are a little vague well then I am sorry but it is just the way things are.

I mentioned a while ago in a blog that I had been to the bone clinic and they gave me some new medications and had a look at my teeth. Well, the decision was made that something needed to be done about it. The result of going to the doctor and then the dentist to arrange all of this was that all of the teeth had to come out and I was getting false teeth. Somewhat of a shock, but expected really.

Well, six of the most painful weeks I have ever had, one infection and all the teeth gone later. They are all out. Yup, about half way through the process my gum got infected resulting in swelling and more pain than should have been there. I am not going to go into detail because it is just not required here. Anyway, all of the teeth came out, went to the doctor got two doses of antibiotics and now it is all good. The false teeth are now about a month or so down the track. The mouth had to be left for a while in order to settle down for the best fit.

Well, needless to say there has been a change in diet over the past month or so. Pretty much if it requires excessive chewing it is off the list. I have been having a lot of soups, noodles, pureed fruit and the like. I have, however, found that if I am careful then other things can go on the menu as long as they are prepared properly. Pasta is an option as it is soft and does not require much chewing, in fact more than a person would suspect, so long as it is chopped up actually. On the bonus side of things I can now have ice-cream, why? No teeth to hurt from the cold! Needless to say I will be much happier once I have the false ones and I can get back to a normal sort of diet. I actually have a list of foods that I am looking forward to having again and that has helped a lot.

So, I go and see my specialist at the end of last year for my usual check-up. I am thinking, in, out all good. Ha! I could not be that lucky. Seems that my liver function test came back with some unusual results, nuts! So the methotrexate (one of the sarcoid drugs) was reduced in order to improve this situation. This was combined with me being off panadol in order to give the liver a chance, and needless to say off alcohol pretty much except for single glasses irregularly. You would think that this would be the end of the story... nope.

Back to juggling medications... again. So I was having quite a bit of pain due to the infection in my mouth and generally from dental surgery. My usual reply to pain would be Aspalgin which is a codeine/aspirin painkiller. Can't do that, aspirin will cause issues with the dental work. Ok, so I will give Panadol Extra a try, or some equivalent. Can't do that, panadol will cause problems in the liver. So, I sit there and look at the doctor with a quizzical look, what now? Endone. Pretty much Oxycodone which is a morphine derivative. Joy... Not. So now I am on the heavy stuff for my pain. Needless to say I am only taking the stuff when I *need* it. The plan is that hopefully with my mouth settling down I can get away from that stuff and the drowsy situation it puts me in and back to something more... civilised, and soon I hope.

Needless to say the end of my 2011 and beginning of 2012 has not been particularly much fun. Not at all. On the up side of things, looks like the sarcoid is going away which is good. In the end, the dental work will be a good thing as it will be the end of the troubles on that front. I am looking forward to a better year this year and some marked improvements in my condition. I have not mentioned the FM in a while as it has been just "doing its thing" pretty much, not gone, just being ignored for the most part to tell you the truth. Anyway, I am looking forward to improvements in my condition and getting on to being a me in better condition.

Cheers,

Henry.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Why Do I Research?

Greetings,

Anybody who knows me at all will know that I tend to get into my research projects heavily. I tend to find big projects which are disguised as little ones and then feel that I have to complete them in order to feel that I have done the job properly. I don't tend to do things small and tend to research things to death, of course as would be expected there is a cause behind this. The reasons for this can be found in my own history and interests.

I have had a long-term interest in things historical and in order to understand where this comes from I need to explain a little of my own history. I suppose my first interest in history is a result of the influence of my parents, especially my father who is quite well-read and who have encouraged me to follow my interests in the field. My first real inspiration for history can be found in my first trip abroad.

In 1981, my parents took me and my sister over to the United Kingdom we explored England, Scotland and Ireland. We saw great and popular sites such as the Tower of London, Windsor Castle and the British Museum. What an eye-opener. The trip to Ireland was more of a personal trip and we spent some time in a graveyard scrubbing grave stones looking for ancestors. Now, sounds pretty boring, I can tell you it was quite the opposite, nothing like finding your roots to inspire a deeper love of history. So, this sewed the seeds of my interest, and it was only to be increased as I grew older.

My sixth year of primary school was also a turning point for me as I had a teacher who encouraged my interest in history so I went with it, investing time and energy in my assignments on various topics. Most male kids at this age wanted to be astronauts, policemen or in the army. Me, I decided at that point in time that history would be my thing and I decided that I wanted to become a historian. It would give me an excuse to research periods of history and have some sort of tangible result as a purpose, needless to say the following years would just increase this desire.

From my this point in time I would attempt to tailor all of my education with an historical bend to it. I took History in grade 10, and would follow this up with both Ancient and Modern History in grade 11 and 12. The other subjects were merely means to an end, to allow me to pursue my love of history even better. This was only to be advanced when I found a social group interested in medieval history.

I joined the SCA (Society for Creative Anachronism) in grade 12. This group is focused on the years 500 to 1600AD or thereabouts so suited me down to the ground. Now not only could I study history but I could go about putting some of my research into practice. Talk about finding a niche. I am still in this group and am really enjoying it, the practical aspects of the research really adds something to it.

Needless to say my venture into higher education would result in me studying a Bachelor of Arts (BA), with majors in History and Anthropology. More chances to put my zeal into subjects that I enjoyed and further myself to my goal of becoming a historian. It also allowed even more research into areas of interest and allowed me to gain even more tools with which to do so. It would also result in the reason that I tend to research things to death as my training in research would tend to a bend where it was to be done properly. Eventually after graduating with my BA I would eventually get to pursue Honours in History and attain my goal of becoming a historian. No actual paid work at this point in time, due to various medical and other factors, but the research that I do I think fills in this. So with this foundation I can really get down to the reasons for my research.

The primary reason for my research is expanding knowledge in various areas of history. This interest in historical subjects primarily comes from my unabated interest in history which I think will accompany me for the rest of my life. There are so many things to research and to find out about. I am hoping to fill in gaps in knowledge, primarily my own but also hopefully others as well. Meaning that I tend to look at stuff which has been either overlooked, or things which I think will expand my own understanding of subjects which I have already looked at.

With regard to the particular subjects chosen at a particular time, they come from interest or inspiration depending on the particular subject. I have done some research into terrorism for my own purposes as that has been a big topic over the past decade, and I wanted to understand this phenomenon more in order to understand things happening in world history in the current era. However, for the most part my research tends to be a of a medieval or Renaissance flavour as this is my prime area of interest. At the moment I am focusing more on the sixteenth century as it fills in some information which I have become especially interested, mainly due to my association with the SCA and martial endeavours with the civilian weapons of the period. My blogs, both this one and my fencing blog, http://afencersramblings.blogspot.com/ are a direct result of wanting to get my research in various fields out into the public field for others to read and gain from.

In the end I hope that there is some practical application to my research. A perfect example of this is my two current projects that I have been working on one which is my "Gentleman's Manual", the discussion version of which is accessible (http://dl.dropbox.com/u/32538238/A%20Gentleman%27s%20Handbook%20-%20Discussion.pdf) to the public for people's perusal. This focusses on the idea of turning the fencer into a gentleman, in the Renaissance idea of this. I will be working on a more lesson-based version in the not too distant future.

The other project is what I have called my "Period Manual" of which I have spoken about in my other blog. It is writing a fencing manual in period form and then presenting a Modern English and Early Modern English version side-by-side in order that people are more able to access Early Modern English and thus more of the period manuals which are available. Once completed I will be placing this manual in the public domain, once again in order that as many people as possible are able to access it.

So, why do I research? Primarily to increase my own knowledge, but also in the hope that others can gain something from the research in which I have endeavoured. It is my hope that my readers will gain some insight into some of the topics which have been presented and thus be able to wipe away some of the dust and cobwebs of misunderstanding from these topics. It is also my hope that maybe something which I present may inspire someone else to do their own research in order that they can improve their own understanding of a topic which they may be interested in.

Cheers,

Henry.